I can't seem to see any updates I've been posting .. blahhhh

finally had a chance to have a long talk with Cara for the first time in a few days, all is great again !!

it sure does rain a lot ....

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GOING TO SEATTLE

BLOGGING ON HOLD


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I just ate way too much Tofutti (vanilla almond bark...)

There is currently a minimum of one abstracted couple involved in a ¿[love]? confined within the mediums of communications.

The plane leaves in 9 hours, perhaps I should pack....
(... just another Coast To Coast TastyKake Smuggler ...)

I'm waking up in 5 1/2 hours, perhaps I should sleep...
(... she's staying up to wish me goodbye ...)

Oh the Irony

laugh away

.......

beyond words .....

hrmmmmm

(3 updates in one day and not a single one what I had intended!! what am I .. crazy ?? [yes] )

my original plan was to talk about my trip to the bank in the morning, and hours spent juggling, and my delicious chinese 'orange (mock) chicken' dinner .. but eh, that is so trivial.. ha!!

.. and trust me when I say fear the panda dog ...

in this day and age there's no more waiting by the phone, now the phone just waits by me. =)

going back outside to juggle ...

My Insanity Is Corrupting You All

and you will regret being Employed


FEAR ...... PANDA DOG?


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Watching The Discovery Channel ... a show on a Woman's Prison. The 2nd thing I noticed (first being .. dykes!?!?) was that .. why are they all fat and ugly women ?? Is it possible that prisons turn them into ugly fatties, or is there a high percentage of ugly fatties that commit crimes?? Of course being big slow and ugly would make them easier to catch upon making their getaways, is a possibility, so a slimmer prettier woman would have slipped away from the scene with ease. It is also apparant that everything these prisoners are saying are "realizations" about how now they know better, and were hiding their true feelings at the time, making themselves only "think" they were right, in what they did "wrong." Of course they were justified at the time, otherwise they wouldn't have done .. whatever. Sad result of being on the opposite side of those whom fortell what is "right." Being brainwashed by those appointed the position to do so. Woman still in their early stages, pre-brainwashing days, would not be thinking this way, why aren't they being interviewed? Surely she would only be thought of as just not "realizing the truth" as of yet.. though all in time. Don't conform and we don't let you back in society. Why not stay true to themselves, and make the most of a poor situation? Selling out? Hmm. And then they blame the drugs. No, you were the one thinking, the drug wasn't thinking for you, its all from you... One is in prison due to sacrificing her boyfriend, for her role in some cult. Satanism didn't lead her to prison, she says, it was the drugs that made her "worship things that weren't to be worshipped." Oh here we go again... Your Satan is no more wrong of a choice than my Satan ... why does one accurately exist outside of drugs and the other a false product of drugs?? Ah well, I'm going to finish my pizza and head into Frederick. I had more to go to actually tie sense into the whole prison thing, but I bored with that .. ha ha.
I always said I wanted to explore. step 1-seattle, step 2- .. texas???

It's raining chunklets.

Muahaha .....

My reprisal to Cara's sitting under a tree pic. (linked in the previous entry)

I attempted to sleep in on my first day of life as a jobless bum, but it's a little difficult, being used to waking up at the same time every weekday. Ah well, I'll get used to it. When I got around to my computer, I noticed it wouldn't let me sign onto AIM, citing "suspended account." My family finally got to ending their subscription to the AOL service, but come to find out, part of their terms is that screen names that were used on AOL, can no longer be used, once an account closes. Umm.. ok. Which wouldn't have been an issue if I had known this would happen, I could've found another screen name before today. Ah well, so calling in, and after being told by one guy that "No one is allowed to use AIM if they don't have AOL" (um yeah right), and having him hang up, and calling back, it was found there is a limited service where one can pay $2.95/month to reactivate the name to use just the email. Email I don't need, but that buys me a month to come up with a new name. Oh, but I'm clamatoboy, this will be strange. This is such a stupid issue, I will always hold contempt for computers and the internet, no matter how easy it makes my life (and the great things it brings to me).

"When's the last time you remember seeing the Sun?" .... How many days has it been raining now? For all I know it will keep raining all week, until I get to Seattle, then continue to rain there. Ha!.. but really, I'm so excited for my Seattle trip. It would be handy if my phone works out there (doesn't roam, I believe I have nationwide yada yada whatever service), but if not, its not like I won't be up to my neck in internet (::rolls eyes::). Packing is something I need to work on. It would be best if I could get everything I need into carry-on, and not deal with the immense hassle of baggage checking. For 2 weeks? I think I can do it, I'll pack light. For all I care, all I really need is my digicam, heh.

I'm 180° from where I was a month ago, but still exactly the same ....

(that's a good thing)


another picture not of me

Egads!!! my job fired me 1 week early!

(and I don't mind!!!)

=)

The answers to unasked questions!!!!!:

-yes
-totally
-message board (Nevermore)
-Texas
-since last year
-dunno, the realization just happened
-we'll see ....


... so I guess I owe someone 5 bucks, hahaha.

And suddenly I'm in the depths of the very thing I shunned.

Clogging, Satanism, and Spinal Piercing..

oh sweet, a little over a week until I visit Seattle. I hear its a rockin' place ..

The new Type O album is decent. Its no Bloody Kisses, or October Rust, that's fo' sho', but at least its better than World Coming Down. Apparantly its not done being mixed/whatever yet, and there's this annoying guy on each track saying it'll come out in June, ehhhh.

Hi everyone, meet Cara. =)

CAPTAIN JACK'S ANNUAL COOKOUT 2003 rocked! Certain aspects notwithstanding ......
it was an awesome time!

yup.. its confirmed.. last day of work is the 16th ... :-/


which I'm happy for,
but don't want to find a new job. heh!

FRESH KITTEN: RIGHT OFF THE PRESSES.

get it while its hot!


we got rid of 3, but there's 1 left.. if anyone needs a cat .........

ahhhhhh! the network is still down. On first thought, I felt privileged being the only temp allowed to come to work the rest of this week (so I could get paid ..) but now with this wonderful weather out, sitting here at my desk with nothing to do is just SUCK.

If I had my devil sticks, I'd go outside, and problem solved.. meh.

Random is as random does

"You are a sun Goddess
Will you save me?
Hooray for you.
Hooray..."

egads... .

As I'm coming into work this morning, I pass by some coworkers from my department, who happen to say "you're a temp right? well all temps were sent home." Not understanding what this meant, I came into the office, and my supervisor says the system is down, and I can either go home, or sit around and do nothing for half a day until things get fixed. If I get paid for doing nothing at work, of course I'll stay. Heh, I like how I had the option though, unlike the others.

I think I still have a few specks of fiberglass somewhere in my hand, my thumb brushed against the keyboard and it started itching again...
not as bad as a fiberglass scorpion covered in Kansas burrs would make some itch, though... ha.

I'm never intentionally a hypocrite, so if I catch myself, apologies are in order.... (but all the laughter still applies)
Just paving the way ... (and wishful thinking)

good grief, charlie brown ...

heh.. I'm always so vague when I have no idea who could be reading.... ;P

:-/

lol...

I've declared myself a Jester. Buy me a Jester hat.

(squid pro quo)

YOU RAN OVER A SMALL CHILD AND LEFT HIM TO DIE!!!


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